What now?????? | justme214's Blog

I loove you. more than you love me. While I feel this divorce is necessary and I will not marry you again. I want to be able to make the choic e to be with you for the rest of my life. I want to be again more than your fuck buddy. I want to feel again as though you desire my touch, my company, my love. 

i want to be completely honest with you. I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you how my heart hurts when your not near. I want to tell you how it hurts to not kiss you as i used to.....  I want what i fear I can never again have.